You’ve decided that you now want something you didn’t want before for the last 5 years you didn’t want it and now you won’t leave me alone. You’ve taken it upon yourself to come and try to force yourself back into my life and no. That will not do.

I’ve been scared for so long that you’d come and try to take the only good thing that came out of meeting you and I won’t allow it. I wont let you even try and be part of the life you so easily walked away from. I won’t allow you to enjoy what you didn’t want to enjoy and I won’t let you be part of what you didn’t want to take part on I’ll respect our first agreement. Even though apparently you’ve changed your mind.